I stand in neck-deep confusion yet again, not able to comprehend why we face situations the way we do. I am a strong person,yes I AM. Being in a position where you have very little control of the things around you could be something that adds to the confusion.

I really hate it when I can't speak. I hate it when I can't do something I really want to.
I really hate it when things don't turn out the way they are expected to.
I'm really sad. I don't have a scholarship.
I don't know how I'm going to pay my way through college.
But I do know that I am strong. Strong enough to figure out that this is just a test.
Just a test.
I'll pass.
This has happened before.